Loneliness.

Not really into the mood of blogging recently...

sigh... wonder whether my interest in blogging is starting to fade into oblivion.

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It sucks, and its hell lonely alone in the living room using the computer. When both my brothers are permanently stuck in the room using their own computers...

At least they have each other to laugh and keep company. . .

outside, its just the computer and me. And its getting hell of boring.


sigh.

another 10 more days and I'll be leaving SPH for good.
and... the sad part is, I think that I'd be leaving on a bad note...

Its like.... I think they believe that I'm abandoning them for the chaotic week of 10-15th of June...

But I dont really have a choice, I guess.. coz I already have a chalet on the 12-14th of June also..

ARRGH...

I doubt I'd even get a decent appraisal...




sigh..




I keep thinking of him over and over again...
On the train, in the bus, on the bed and in my dreams...
One sweep, the winds of time changes.
Two sweeps, the hearts of men changes.
Three sweeps, and I'll take you away, far beyond what the world can give.

I love him.

I guess...

But who is to say?...

I've lost most of my faith in "love" already........

... then again, make me believe once more.